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UberMedic7

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Many things can change within a week or a month, let alone six years.

 

Looking at the past can be fun but sometimes its pretty embarrassing, it was more like the latter for me when i dropped back here again after so long. I deleted or hidden most of my old stuff, for the better, trust me.

 

I've said many things in varying degrees of stupid, but at least i've grown and know just how stupid this all was, im not perfect yet but i did improve. So yeah this post is a sort of catch-up for the few people that interacted with me in this community. Im not dead just life taking you places and also realising how stupid you once were. I also own an apology to certain people that actually expected things from me but never heard from me since, super late but sorry....

 

I wont make any promises for anything because god knows if i can keep them, but lets just say things will be different from now on.



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What? No more rants? But I like rants! 😭

 

Anyway I wouldn't feel too bad about any stupid things you may have said. If there is one thing I have learned over the years it's that being stupid is an inescapable fact of life. Time passes and you hopefully grow, but that just means you are stupid in new ways. So personally I strive to came to terms with the fact that I am an idiot. Why bother trying to deny it? I don't mean it's not worth it to grow and better myself, but I think at some point it's worth asking if I even know what 'bettering myself' even means.

 

I tend to think wisdom is just another type of foolishness and in foolishness there is a type of wisdom. So I offer you some of my wise foolishness and my foolish wisdom, my own special brand of madness to be excepted or rejected as thou wilt. There is a Zen Koan that goes a little something like: "If you meet Buddha on the road, kill him". I find that little saying rather interesting, don't you?

 

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41 minutes ago, Kayzee said:

What? No more rants? But I like rants! 😭

 

Anyway I wouldn't feel too bad about any stupid things you may have said. If there is one thing I have learned over the years it's that being stupid is an inescapable fact of life. Time passes and you hopefully grow, but that just means you are stupid in new ways. So personally I strive to came to terms with the fact that I am an idiot. Why bother trying to deny it? I don't mean it's not worth it to grow and better myself, but I think at some point it's worth asking if I even know what 'bettering myself' even means.

 

I tend to think wisdom is just another type of foolishness and in foolishness there is a type of wisdom. So I offer you some of my wise foolishness and my foolish wisdom, my own special brand of madness to be excepted or rejected as thou wilt. There is a Zen Koan that goes a little something like: "If you meet Buddha on the road, kill him". I find that little saying rather interesting, don't you?

 

 

I could rant about things day and night, dont worry about that and i could do that here again but im not sure, i can always be reached in places like twitter (@UberMedic7) or even discord for hot takes on anything. I do wish i could just fully commit on RM stuff and actually make stuff instead of thinking of concepts alone.

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