Animebryan

It does, I myself am in a not too good condition. 🙁 And yeah, it do be like that.

I hope you had a happy birthday regardless.

41 that’s not old 😀

It certainly feels that way when you have Asthma, Chronic Fatigue, no upper teeth, and can barely drag yourself out of your own home, much less out of bed. Feels like I'm 20 years older than I'm supposed to.

Nope! My local Walmart ruined it with their perpetual stupidity. It's like the morons running it are getting stupider and stupider each month. But thank you!

And it took a turn for the worse! I had to "Old Yeller" my old laptop. Years of work with RPG Maker & SMBX down the drain. Everything that meant anything to me was on that hard drive. I am now officially dead inside. I managed to salvage the hard drive, heard you can make them into external hard drives & can retrieve the files on them, if the hard drive isn't too damaged.

However, are you really that age, or is the magic gate system playing mind games with you?

Ya know, Windows 10 corrupted the only HDD option I had for my more capable PC, so I know exactly what you're dealing with. I don't even have a SATA to USB option for (potential) data retrieval.

Ouch, yeah, it is like this..

Happy birthday! ~I hope you're having a nice one 🎉🎈

I turned 36 at 1:06am today.

Another 20 and we are officially old.

Ah, here's a celebratory gift:

Enjoy!

So, it's likely that I'll need better hardware or at least a dedicated GPU.

Still, this is good to know.

Nobody likes a Negative Nancy :(

As for the blame game, think of it this way. What if someone close to you was murdered? Wouldn't you want to know who was responsible for it? Even if you can't do something about it, knowing who it was & knowing that justice was brought down upon them gives CLOSURE. We need closure for this pandemic. We got reminded that China & Communism can never be trusted. They have always been the enemy, not just against the US, but all of humanity.

What about a Realistic Rachel? Underappreciated as well.

However, getting closure is just as underappreciated, and I have lots of closure I'll never get due to various reasons though most of them being related to power-tripping admin/moderators/banker-bought-political puppets && policy enforcers...

We need to take that closure for ourselves and end the reign of government altogether. The USA was founded on Anarchist principles (yup one hundred percent true); we need to go back to those principles and stick to them, if we want to live truly free. The price of true freedom? Constant vigilance.

@Animebryan Is that what 'closure' means to you then? Sounds like an excuse not to have to think of it anymore or do anything else about it to me. If someone close to me was murdered deliberately by an individual person, sure I would want to know who. I would even grant you I would want to know who if it was due to someone's gross negligence or stupidity. But that doesn't mean I am willing to blame someone without any real evidence they are involved just because I want some kind of 'closure'. Especially someone I know won't actually face any kind of justice for it.

What you are talking about doesn't seem much like closure to me. Seems to me like what you want a devil you can blame for everything great and small. And don't get me wrong, there are plenty of reasons to dislike China & Communism. But the enemy of all of humanity? That tittle is more then they deserve. If humanity has one great enemy, it's their own delusions.

@PhoenixSoul Anarchism starts with you ya know, not the government. The real price of true freedom is the realization that you are already free.

I missed your birthday but happy birthday!

Congrats!  (me too!)

Yes, eventually

A lot of people tend to believe that Anxiety disorders are fake and people should just 'suck it up'...

I know someone who died from anxiety attack complications, likely the culprits are the idiots who claim that mental illnesses are created by individuals who want this so-called 'free pass' thing that doesn't really exist.

I'm just glad you're on the mend, or seem to be.

That's disheartening to hear. I hope my primary doctor doesn't pull that crap with me. This is anything but a free pass. My depression took a turn for the worse earlier. I couldn't feel anything in regards to feeling happy or even mentally normal. It was so bad that I sharpened my knife & started cutting my arms (they're just scratches). I finally snapped out of it (not by my free will). If my mental health continues to diminish further I may not be around for much longer.

I don't think most people realize there is a difference between, say, feeling sad and being clinically depressed. Clinical depression isn't just feeling bad, it's more or less being completely unable to feel anything but bad because your ability to feel anything but bad is broken. I honestly think the reason people say things about how you should 'suck it up'  don't what to admit that is possible, because it's just that damn terrifying of a concept. Heck so many people suffering form problems like that don't want to admit that's whats happening either and never ask for the help they need.

Are there people who try and fake it to get a 'free pass' of some sort? Of course there are. But the blunt truth is that human beings are beautiful chaotic machines the same as anything else. They can be buggy and problem prone, they can get malware and viruses, and sometimes they unexpectedly crash. Sometimes they need help, and that's okay. It isn't their fault. And if they look I am sure there are people somewhere who can help, if only a little bit.

I donno if saying all that will help or hurt, but I think it helps me sometimes to remember that when I seem like I am falling in a dark abyss with no escape, it's probably a glitch. That I might just not be seeing what's really there. That there is probobly is a way out I am not seeing. And that doesn't solve the problem, but it always keeps me from thinking of doing something I may regret on impulse.

oh man, i was contemplating learning java and getting mv... arguing that java is worthy of learning for the ... errors? bleh

Might want to pick up on Javascript instead there Chungsie. MV doesn't use Java.

I made a text based racing game in javascript once, browser ended.

Just got back from the hospital. They say nothing is wrong with my heart, but they didn't even find the cause of my chest pain & have done nothing to alleviate the pain. Still feels like I'm going to have a heart attack at any time.

Take good care of yourself! Try some simple exercises, it will help alot! =3

I am so sorry to hear that! D= T_T

Please take care of yourself, best wishes! <3

Well... it's not that big of a loss. It's hard to make procedural generation to feel meaningful. Nobody plays Skyrim for the radiant quests, nobody praises the Binding of Isaac for its level design.

@Tarq: As a tool (Plugin). The main dungeon I was working on in Ace was a randomly generated 200 floor dungeon. When I switched to MV, I was hoping to work on it in MV.

@Chaosian: Actually, I do praise The Binding of Isaac for having randomly generated dungeons. That's what gives it so much replay value. Every run is totally different from a previous run, so it keeps you on your toes every time.

You....have?

You'd better go get an eyepatch. And more than a few swords. Fuhrer.

Actually, as a matter of fact, I do have an eyepatch (for a previous medical reason, Iritis), however, this isn't a reference to FMA. If each of us where to look deeper into ourselves we would find that we would relate to at least 1 or more of the 7 deadly sins. Of the 7, Wrath is the one I most relate to, simply because of my psychotic, sadistic, unmerciful, vengeful temper.

/me uses Holy on you.

As a half Angel, half Demon, I absorb both Dark & Holy elements! Hahahahaha!

Dropbox is a good alternative too

Whos computer you on now?

At the apartments I live at they just finished renovating the computer lab so now I can get on the internet more often now or I just visit 1 of the 2 libraries I can go to, course none of that matters now. I can't restart VX Ace until I get a new computer or fix my laptop.

If it's stressing you out, maybe you're taking the maker a bit too seriously. Ah well, all the best and whatnot!

Computer tricks the body into thinking that it's not tired. Set up a timer if you feel like making your game... and strictly follow it. 30mins? 1hour? It's not much, I know. But at least you know that you're not overdoing it. It's your call.

@Euphoria337: It is supposed to be fun & relaxing, but not so much when my creative mind clashes with the programs stifling limitations. It doesn't naturally give the user full control over some features like vehicle control over terrain (how could Enterbrain not think of these things!)