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Just got back from the store having chest pains, trouble breathing, panicking & heading to the hospital. If I die from a heart attack I just to say thank you to the RPG Maker community for all its done to help me pursue my lifelong dream of becoming a game designer, event though I never got to produce something to be proud of.
Hope all is well...
(I know my own days are numbered...)
My heart & lungs are fine, the main problem was the anxiety & panic attack. It kept reoccurring a few times at the hospital. But the more I had to wait around (came in around 5:30pm, didn't get discharged until midnight), the more the anxiety kept building up, thought was literally going to go insane. The final diagnosis was GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder).
All I could think about was how fucked in the head I was & that this would never go away. But the anti-anxiety pill they gave me worked & I finally passed out at a decent time (not between 6-9am like usual). I don't know if am 'out of the woods' yet, only time will tell. Thank you for all your support, the experience reminded me even further to never take anything for granted & to respect those who are more less fortunate than others.
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