Mei

Sounds kinda like my experience working on my game too... Especially sometimes starting up RPG Maker wanting to be productive and just... not being productive. XD

I have a very different attitude to the whole thing though. I have given up on a lot of projects over the years, and by the time I came to this site I had pretty much given up on ever finishing anything. I basically stopped trying to make a game. Instead I would just focus on making some scripts for others and fiddling around for my own amusement. And that's what I did for years. I had a test project that I would fiddle around with, but it was more a way to test my scripts and play around then to make an actual game.

But at some point things kinda changed. Like storm clouds gathering on the horizon ideas started to come together. There was a point where I just threw my hands up and thought screw it, let's see where this goes. I might never finish it, but... so what? Why should I worry about that?

You see, I realized something. I have no deadlines, no expectations to meet, no reason to really push myself. So I am not going to. I will work on it when I feel like it and not work on it when I don't. Maybe I will find a new project I rather do, maybe not. Maybe I will 'work' on my game for a hundred years and then forget about it, maybe not. Maybe if I just lay back and poke at it every once and a while eventually it will be done, or maybe not.

You asked your self if it was worth it. But is anything really worth anything in the first place? Who cares? I don't. It's not like I can get my time and effort back, and even if I could what else would I do with it? I think I might as well keep the project around and maybe fiddle with it sometimes rather then just lock it up in my mind and never touch it again.

Nice. Hopefully we all have a great accomplishment like this down the road.

Lurking but here

Omg hey guys! Last time I was here this forum still was the VX Ace one. Most of the users I got to know here seem to be inactive though

Not many managed to survive, only the ones who were close to INN, as they were able to constantly recover health and cure all status ailments.

Good job!

Yaaaaay!

I hate syringe and all stuff related to that. ⊙﹏⊙

I have a small phobia of having my blood drawn. I cried last time I did it...

I'm squeamish about lots of things but pretty okay with blood being drawn. I often donate platelets, where they hook you up to a machine and it takes turns sucking your blood out, spinning it to get the platelets out, and then pumping it back in. But I hate other kinds of medical things, so I am sympathetic!!

At least they give you cookies afterwards. xD

Aren't you too old for RPGs etc.? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

You're one? That's so old! Can people even live that long?

Oh God, It was a shocking revelation O_O

I used to watch it with my Dad back in 2008. Fun times.

I think Gwen x Trent was my first hardcore ship ever, haha. I was heart broken when they broke up in season 2.

thats my mood 80% of the time

LOL I remember that show! xD

Happy Birthday Meiri! And everyone else!

happy bday everybody

happy late birthday Tarq and everyone else

I just saw that and was going to comment on it, then I saw you had beaten me to it.

ME WANT ONE NOW!

* to event

sooo cuuuuuteeee~

:'D Love it