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Even still, the made-up provocation doesn't justify anything. If it did, then the likes of Kefka Palazzo would be seen as a hero. You see, I noted that particular example because it is one that can be pinpointed easily without any convolution. It is far from one that can be defined as evil intent, though infringement is infringement, intent is not given pause for determining this. Another example is something I have seen, and though there is clear infringement of Free Will, there is no clear intent to cause harm in any way shape or form. I know someone who deals with a parent who deals with their own trauma by drinking, snorting cocaine, and being verbally abusive to everyone, but especially to their oldest child, but the parent is just as much a victim of the Big Pharma puppeteers, and even admits to being weak, a coward, and struggles to change. They don't wish any ill of any of their children, and are swept up in moments of harsh emotions, addiction, and seemingly insurmountable stresses from multiple sources. The parent still infringes on the Free Will of their children, but intent is not evil. Currently, I know that the parent in question has gone into rehab, but that's about all I know. Such evils stem from the things forced on the parent that have passed onward, but is in no way the fault of the parent short of the few things they could of done as preventative measures. Even still, this parent who wants their children to be happy, would likely face erasure. The punishment in the form of erasure is not something just thrown at will against anyone; it is the final and last resort. I only see it coming because of what's going on all at once right now. How it comes, if anyone even notices, that I don't know. I'm not in any way, a part of it, I have no say, and I'm glad for that. The imbalance between matter and antimatter? They're looking at that all wrong. Matter and antimatter exist in several phases of density, elasticity, and acceleration. Matter and antimatter are always in motion in one form or another. Always moving, always bounding and rebounding (bump and extend), and exchanging sub-particles as needed, thus allowing density to change consistently. Thing about that imbalance, is that even if there's more of one than the other, the math balances out. When looking at matter and antimatter, whether or not that is in balance, is all in the mathematical framework. If the framework was imbalanced, I wouldn't be typing here, you wouldn't be responding, my people would be gone, and everything else would be as well. Everything. My story? Only books, movies, TV shows, and such have endings. lolololol Closing a chapter only means moving onward. There's a far better way to describe this. THE END, BUT NOT REALLY

Take, for example, a bully in a public school yard that pushes a kid off the swing without provocation. It's a specific example, but that is an example nonetheless, of undue harm. The kid on the swing did nothing to deserve being treated in such a way. Undue harm is not vague, it's just not super specific nor does it need to be. If one decides to act in any way shape or form that will infringe upon the Free Will of another, or with that as intent, that is undue harm, but such can be so many different scenarios, that describing it in a specific way would be impossible to do. Back home, we live by many philosophies, but this one is something we've adhered to: "Live your life, as you will; cause no trouble, and we're square." Essentially, do no harm, and none shall come to you as a result. It doesn't mean that harm won't come, what it does mean is that said harm would not be on fault of the afflicted. It falls under the karma category really. About the punishment... it isn't about specific individuals, it's about the imbalance as a whole. More often than not, there are many afflicted by the wrath that in truth, had not caused the imbalance or had any reason to be afflicted, but were due to various reasons, like trying to aid the afflicted, being associated with the afflicted, and so on. The imbalance removal is imprecise, and is so for a reason. The Divines don't play favorites, they can't. It's not even remotely possible to selectively choose who is erased and who isn't, unless they're marked for erasure, but that in itself requires the actions of someone with the capability to do so, and as far as I know, I'm the only one who has a capable weapon of doing such, though I don't have my sword in my posession at the present (fat lot of good it does me then lol). Plausible doubts all around, but I do hold on to the hope that the answers will provide closure. I mean, if it turns out that all my theories are wrong and this is some sort of BS exile, that my people were in on, it would still be definitive enough. I'd happily go with the reaper then, because if my own people would turn on me, then they don't deserve me around. I'd take that from them, happily. I'd be just fine going to the Rift.

Those are really neat looking, and I most certainly do. I own and wield a katana that's twenty-five inches, end to end. Eh...hehehehehe... I play Diablo for the same reasons I play Unreal Tournament, lolz As for the topic at hand... Having a system where equipment is improved over the course of the game is most certainly not an unwelcome feature. Faria (an underrated NES RPG) is a great example of an RPG where one relies more on their skill with equipment than on just getting new equipment, though, keep in mind that Faria is an RPG that plays like LoZ in that all battles are live action sequences rather than turn based battle. Yes, one can buy new equipment and doing so is a good idea, but upgrades are expensive, and money is not easily acquired early on, or ever, unless you're really good at not getting smashed. However, as aforementioned, not all RPGs are meant to use such a system. I have a wide range of likes when it comes to equipment systems, one of my favorites being equipment add-ons, like the infamous Materia from Final Fantasy VII and VIII as one example of several. Actually, limiting skills and abilities to what one can use as equipment add-ons is one of the most brilliant ideas for a game, and not just an RPG either. Pretty sure a lot of battle royale/FPS games have this too, not that I've actually done an in-depth look into this since a lot of my FPS faves are reaaaalllllyyy old, lolz

I guess everyone views what an equal and reputable society is, very differently. To me, it is quite simple. You live life on your own terms, but cause no undue harm to anyone else. I was raised in such a society. If it worked for my people, it can work for anyone, because of how simple it is in execution of the day to day things. It's not one singular massive event that will begin the shift, it will be the one thing that happens to conclude the shift, whatever that may be. It could very well be that those guilty of harming their own kin for their own ill-gotten gains (speaking of people harming other people for the sake of it) will have simply vanished, no traces of their existence left behind except memories and hard copies that will not have any meaning post mortem. I don't know. Anyway, I know I'll find answers, I just desire to have them sooner rather than later.

The rebalancing event that will force people to stop being stupid en mass, is not something I know verbatim. Something I am grateful for. Talamiura is the avatar of death (element); the dark energy will consume the mental capacity of those who oppose equal and reputable society, at a subconscious level. Whatever it is that brings society to the en mass realization that they won't survive unless they change, Talamiura's wrath will be in full force in the background. When I say closure is what I seek, it's that of the conclusive answer. Once I know why, I can move forward from that point. To no longer revisit the issue in a problematic state of presence is closure without doubt or question. Your sense of humor, is something I do indeed treasure, lolz "Hindsight is always twenty-twenty, but looking back, it's still a bit fuzzy. You speak of mutually assured destruction!? Nice story; TELL IT TO READERS' DIGEST!!" ~lyrics from Megadeth's Sweating Bullets Eh, you can try. There's no harm in making your own path, so as long as in the process, you harm no one else intentionally.

@roninator2 and SidAlpha have the same kind of issues with people in general since both are IT specialists, lol Anyway, it's really easy to set some kind of tile flag incorrectly and not know what you did wrong. I've been there. It's awful.

Closure. Make no mistake. Happiness is not what I seek. One thing to note is that not everyone is fully aware of what their actions will do later on. I know that, and I'm not talking about that, at all. I speak of those who know that they're being stupid for the sake of it, and to infringe on the Free Will of others. Ignorance from lack of awareness can lead to being stupid for the sake of it, it is something I have seen before more than I can count on both hands, but cause and effect, chain of events and all that. I'm in no hurry, really. But I would rather not be stuck in traffic, if ya get my drift. Journeying forward at a consistent speed is the best way to go. Okay, I ripped that from the creator of Ferrari, but it still applies all the same. You know what I see? A small room cramped due to downsizing, a lamp that's going to be turned off soon, this busted keyboard, new mouse, brightly lit 5:4 LCD monitor, and my hands in dire need of a manicure typing this out. Beyond the monitor, the window, keeping out the very cold air (welcoming this because I'm sick of the damned heat wave-it'll be gone by Saturday though). That's what I see, and what I know to be going on since I am not looking ana or kata or taravenya. I will soon be looking at the back of my eyelids though...lolz

I've read on how diseases function; I guarantee you that a rabid animal at a certain stage of progression is suffering just as much as anyone else around them, if not more so, though the suffering may differ in type, it still is painful. So, if it cannot be treated, then the mutual benefit of ending the suffering comes forth. Fact is, it's not something any true pet lover would want to do. I hated having Max being put down, but I'm glad he no longer suffers. #bittersweetisthebestending Anyway, when I speak of idiocy, I speak of purposely perpetuated stupidity, not ignorance from lack of awareness. The latter is just an example of an inability to have that much foresight, and that is no fault of anyone. Sanity, madness, both terms are fluff really. Being logically sound whilst at the same time artistically flowing is as balanced as one can be, and oh yeah, Amyrakunejo is absolutely logically sound and artistically flowing, you can take that to the vault. Maybe what I know about my homeland, my homeworld (still feels weird to say that) is incomplete, and that there's more than one parallel of my own home, but I've no reason to believe that's true, nor to doubt it being true. I cannot, in any capacity, say whether or not that is true, and speculating about it gets me nowhere. It doesn't disprove my theories, only validates why I seek answers. Of course, I know they draw near. After all... Clock of Doom reads 11:59.51 PM, and I believe it. Just take a look around. Talamiura intends to devour this planet whole.

Avenging Angel... Hmmm... Nah. I want answers above all else. That's my main objective, to give it a meaning most would understand, though, I would use 'prerogative' instead. If indeed, my initial theories are all correct, then you damn well can take it to the vault that I would absolutely want punitive recompense. However, I have given thought to many other possible scenarios, including one that involves me being sealed away because of some kind of cataclysm that would of been the end of my people, the end of me as well if I had remained. That scares me far more, though I don't see it being likely, the chances would be non-zero at the very least. As things are now, I have one answer I have sought out from the beginning. If 'God' is real. 'God' most certainly is, without any doubt, a mortal-made deity for the mind. However, this was something I was easily able to find. I know not, any of the answers to the branching questions that came from this answer have asked. Like... "Who was this deity based off of?" is one of the branching questions, and recently, I have come across a potential answer in the form of the origins of monotheistic beliefs (I forget the name of it precisely because it's long in the tongue), but I've yet to find any sort of solid answer from it. Comparing idiots to rabid dogs, just because rabid dogs are put down as a means to end their suffering, girlll, you can seriously do better than that. Making that exact comparison is like trying to compare and apple to a car tire and call them both edible fruits. I would make the comparison consist of idiots to atomic decay. Both are destructive.

Memories and daydreams, my own worlds of fantasy and realistic fantasy. I'm an artist and that is my escape. I'd like to think that would be enough, and maybe it is, but I just don't know why I had to deal with this at all. After all, I'm still essentially just a kid. I may look like I'm much more mature than this, but I assure you all, I was and am still not. I understand some things far better, but being thrust into a parallel of existence like this without my consent and for worse, imprisoned inside mortal flesh of an already fucked-in-the-head (as I understand it) person who likely had their head in the clouds because understanding this world was too much to bear, intent matters not, it was immoral and still is. I've already looked into that, and yeah, I've given it serious thought. It's possible that whomever did this to me is the same false deity that's causing an irreparable imbalance in existence. Of course, I'm not certain of this being the case, but if it is, then there's not a whole lot I can do unless I can break the chains that bind me to this mortal flesh prison, to this parallel of existence that should not exist.

As far as the events leading up to my imprisonment... I was set to depart for the Celestial, and in fact, I should of been on my way there. However, in the middle of getting on the carriage that would of brought me to the passenger ship headed for Arosavara, a distant nation to the northwest of my homeland, a place I'd only heard stories about (from Zauvai no less), and then from there, I would of rode on some sort of 'air gondola' (terrible translation but I don't even know what this passenger craft looks like) on a fast trip to the heart of Viluterrin, where the Celestial was being held. Essentially, the Celestial is a massive festival held once every two hundred or so Full Moons. Dance, music, food, among many other things I know not because I had never been there. I never left Asuria as far as I know; I was carted between carriages, only learning that something was amiss back home and I was meant to be taken to some well-hidden place for safety, and as much as I found it odd, I couldn't think for lack of sleep because I was forced to remain awake for a good portion of the time. I remember walking behind this hooded person (yeah sounds ominous-remember that I was suffering from 2AM Syndrome), stopping for a moment, before eventually being led down into a cairn, and then after being sat in a chair, lots of colorful light bands and such swirled around, and I blacked out. Next thing I recall, I'm here, imprisoned in mortal flesh. A lot of my memory was sealed away, still is to be fair. It took a long time to remember enough to know who I actually am, and yes, before then, I just simply thought myself to be transgender. Even still, the person who I am imprisoned inside of might of been trans, but that is beyond my knowledge and is mere speculation. It could be that some sort of thing that clicked with me personally from the person I am trapped within allowed me to awaken, though I wonder if even being awake will allow anything to come of it. I have no further capability other than memory, even now. If this was not a malicious act, or it was a malicious act but a random one, then, it would be just fine if I knew this and why. If I knew that, I could figure out how to live with it, but even those answers have not come, and if they ever do, I'll be surprised, lolz Trump...what a joke. You know, if he hadn't bought the judge out back in the 1980's, he'd of stood trial for mass fraud and would likely still be in prison, most certainly not POTUS. That said...jail, prison, to the VOID with that. It's either exile or hanging.

Oh, suuuurrreee...lolololol Actually, if the button was there, I'd be more likely to stumble like a klutz and press it on accident, because that would be my luck. xD Anyway, I've not found anything/remembered anything that would suggest that my imprisonment here is anything but a malicious act, and I don't see that coming about either. Of course, I never know what the next hour will bring, but I do know that the chances that I'll be freed are non-zero to less than one percent. I sounded more like Darkloft than anything else. I love Luxaren Allure, so that's okay with me. North Korea is building submarines that can fire a single warhead, but they're waiting until they've completed an entire fleet. North Korea will be a distant memory by the time they would have a fleet completed. #BlackNetInformation